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Early in the morning
I am sitting in front of my laptop
Disappointed
I couldn't get what I want....
I wish to be a teacher
So I applied Maktab Perguruan after my spm
But as you know, my results is not good enough

What to do now?
Its just because of myself
I did not do my best in my study last time
Who to blame?
Anyway, think positive
Luckily I had been offered to continue my study in Form 6
No choice, Form 6 is the best choice

Some of my friends had gone out to continue their study already
Hope they can adapt to new environment
Its my turn to go to new environment few weeks more
Hope everything can go smoothly

Well, to continue my study
I had done the application from JLKN to postpone my national service
So Im still here, Im not planning to go outside
Find me if you do =)
By the way, I will get myself to Stadium Utama, Kangar on the date of 2nd May
to make sure that my application had been approved
Get yourself there too if you wish to meet me
I mean those who wish to see me and those who didnt see me for a long time
I expect to meet a lot of friends on 2nd May !
Those who had been chosen as the 2nd batch of PLKN
I will be there to send off you
Enjoy your NS life

Okay, everything is passed
Get ready again for next challenge
Do well in study

Fighting !
I believe I can fly, I belive I can touch the sky :)
Life is just once
Do what you love
Love what you do

畏惧

方丽清是一个胆小鬼

我好怕,真的好害怕
就要去服兵役了
而且被派到Langkawi...................................
心里漂浮着千千万万个为什么
为什么我的朋友个个被派到州内!
而轮到我的时候却被派到那么远
而且还要过海
爸爸妈妈要去探望我也难
有事情要回家也难
要处理升学的东西也难
我该怎么办?

为什么,我总是不幸运的那个?

一个人“飘洋过海“
那种感觉会是怎样的?
到了一个陌生的地方
旁边都是一些陌生的人
做着一些陌生的事情
我想我应该每晚会躲在被子里哭泣吧
家,我很靠家
我会很想家
我不想离家
而且也不能时时刻刻和家人保持着联络
除了害怕,我不懂该怎么形容我的内心感觉
我真的好害怕好害怕好害怕

每个深夜,在被子里的眼泪
又有谁懂...